another dream about my ex bestfriend~

good morning:)

a brand new day again...

*yawning*

just wanna share my dream..

this week i dream about my ex bestfriend twice..

today i dream of him like were at school...

then we're kinda not comfortable with each other because of what happened between us..

lack of communication,he spend more of his time to his other friends, he doesnt listen to me, he didnt even try to contact me..

sO that's what happened..

in my dream were at the school and my highschool adviser and the teacher i love the most

was discussing something to me about the clas schedule in college..

so i saw him.,and he saw me..

we smile to each other..

then i saw RAF the kid we saw when we went to holiday inn hotel to watch gastronomia

(but he's face changed,but im sure that's him)

then u know the feeling that i miss my ex bestfriend..

im still hoping we'll continue being friends..

i dont want to make the first move,

i think he want to talk to me but theres something that stops him..

then when we went to the classroom..

i ask him something..'and he suddenly shout at me..

i really cried

and went to the bath room..

i felt that He run after me..

he was too shocked on his action..

then i locked myself in a cubicle..

i picked outside and i saw him waiting for me..

he's tensed,he's afraid..

but im hurt..

i dun want to talk to him for a while..

then i ran outside.,

and he grabbed my wrist he said he was sorry..

but i told him to let go of my hand..

then he let go of it and almost cry...

but he told me he have something to do..

so he will go first..

then i went upstairs..

and just sit at the corridor..

watching the sky..

then at the other end of the corridor i Saw my bestfriend..

my bestfriend franz..

he saw me..

he saw me crying..

he immediately went to me..

and wipe my tears and ask me why im crying..

i just smile and changed the topic..

then i woke up~

why im still dreaming of him..?

T.T